Sunday, December 14, 2008

Tag - Make Me Proud by Reading... =P - not.

Recently, I have been 'rasa' composing music, painting a boat on a huge piece of plywood to be mocked by everyone and washing dishes at Lundu - don't ask. I turn off my cell phone sometimes and was playing beach hand ball or mafia at 10am today (I didn't take note of the exact time). I don't know when I last cried, although I do know my sister cried a few months back. Talking about my sister, we both believe in God and not fate/destiny. I WANT to improve my English and study for the many exams I'm going to take in the future, but can't find the will to do so. I guess I sometimes make relationships complicated, but complicity is in the eye of the beholder. I'm not wearing any borrowed clothes nor did I wear any when I watched Transporter 3, which was the latest movie I watched. I don't know whether the person knows whether I like him/her or not as I don't know who that person is; but even if I did, I still wouldn't know whether the person knows whether I like him/her as I myself don't know who I like or dislike. I always laugh at myself - my dumbness. I'm multilingual, at least partially - if you get what I mean (English is obviously one, as I'm writing in it now). I don't have any particular favourite website. Tomorrow, I'm going to see the skin doctor to get more medicine that causes extra sensitive skin when consumed. I think most readers would already have given up reading by now, and if you have not, you are going to soon. I wouldn't choose to die with anybody, as I wouldn't want anyone dead also when I die. I have been at Lundu today, where I played mafia quite often and might (not) be missing anyone right now. I'm skipping this question as it doesn't make sense to me (but, of course, you wouldn't know what it is). I'm skipping this one also because it's dumb. I attended St. Joseph's primary school and recently (actually, two days ago) met a teacher from there at the MPYO concert in which I recorded some parts illegally. I don't like any particular colour, but I tend to like smiling. Another dumb question. If something is troubling me, I'll toss the trouble to someone else. I have not chatted on MSN today, too 'busy'. I really admire you - as in anyone who has read this far. I was born in January.... I mean January 1993. I'm feeling that most of you won't make it through this tag. It is now 10.09, and I think the person who tagged me won't be reading this. My hair is not dyed and I'm doing this quiz to test you loyalty to this blog. I listen to moody music when I'm moody. I wish to get married before I have kids. Another meaningless question. If tomorrow I die, I hope I can get this posted up before then. There a quite a few people I trust, but I definitely don't trust you (readers) to be reading this. If I can have a dream come through, it would be that at least one person who starts reading this tag finishes it. My goal for this year is stated in the fifth sentence of this post. I believe real love never dies. The feeling I love the most is knowing that the one person who matters loves me. I think the world is warming now at certain places. I don't hate any feelings; but there are times for different ones. I like doing quizzes, unless nobody even reads them (implication there). I believe in only one God who cares for me the most and is the most important thing in my life; and I'll bring Him when I fight. In my whole life, I regret that you (reader/readers) might not exist (but if you reading then you do and I'm glad). No one never cares for me. If my girlfriend two-time me, I'd try to be understanding. If you're reading this, congratulations. Now, I feel that most of you who are reading this have just jumped right to the end and have not been reading what I wrote. *sniffsniff* I'm so dissapointed and sad. =(

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

what kind of tag is this? and i'm sure you puposely posted it like this so that people who would be reading your post would give up. i do not know your real intentions are, eventhough you have said "...I'm doing this quiz to test you(r) loyalty to this blog" that may be true, but i have a feeling that that's not just it. why do you have to make it such a long and continuous posts which makes people not want to read it when you post something so that people would read it. i'm sure you would think that this is some kind of a comeback or a joke, and i'm sure you would read my comment until the end. oh ya, what kind of title is that? "Tag - Make Me Proud by Reading... =P - not." so do you want us readers to make you proud or not? you want us to disappoint you or what? stop contradicting yourself for once in awhile. so, do you want your readers to read your post or not?

anyway, (i'm sure you scrolled here first before you read everything, and i'm also sure you think i'm copying you in your post) i didn't read everything. i made you proud - not!

Jeanette said...

you're HILARIOUS, julius.

ja said...

Haha... Yes, I want my readers to read my post. Haha... And, yes, I think you're a copycat. =P

Anonymous said...

Hey,
It's lilian here, I found your blog somehow. I read your blog, mostly everything from August until now. Don't worry, I enjoy reading friends' blogs. And...I read through everything in your TAG.... In detail.... It's not boring to me. Stop thinking like that. God creates each of us beautifully, don't look down at yourself. Remember Pastor Dan said, we're more than conquerers. You've crossed the line. Keep looking up, brother.

ja said...

Hey Lilian...
Wow, you read my whole blog?! Thanks!=)

About the tag, thanks for the encouragement...=) But actually, the 'looking-down-on-myself' stuff is just a psychology way to get people to read the loooong paragraph and not actually meant whole-heartedly...=)

Yeah, WE've crossed the line, and WE'll keep looking up! =)

Samuel K Lis said...

yo
reverse psychology
but somehow the long long long paragraph was a good read and i am starting to get dizzy...